Daniel told me that my blog entries are getting shorter and shorter, and I kinda noticed it. No bolts of inspiration to blog..Sad can. I feel bad neglecting my blog la.
These few weeks has been such a blur. Vague with clarity that I only recall the significant events. School is terrible. I haven't done a single tutorial in full; most (in fact all) are half done. I don't understand FMGT and CMA, the figures and whatnot. BLAW is okay, just that the caselaws and reading are endless. HRM is such a bore, it's worse than BMGT and OB. ECD is non-examinable, so I have no complains. Term tests up in 3 weeks' and what does this say? One word - Unprepared. I keep telling myself I have to study, do this and that, but I don't put what I say into action. The to-do list I pasted on my table still says:
- write CMA & ECD notes.
- reread Ravi, do BLAW tutorials.
- redo FMGT, CMA tutorials
- research HRM, ECD, FMGT projects.
- BLAW!! *must study
- JUST STUDY, DAMN IT! >_<"
These 6 points don't get striked off even after 2 weeks. I told myself I want no D's for any of my modules, and yet I don't get down to work. How am I gonna fufill that if I don't start studying? And not like it's gonna help me get the grades I want just by ranting here on my blog. Bah! Time for someone to give me a slap.
Anyway to save the trouble of me disgressing and you reading my crap, I'll just sum things up for the weeks before in point form.
- Met up with the secondary school gang twice this month. Met Wen Jia too! Miss the times we spent together back at the holding school.
- Went out almost everyday for the past 2 weeks. Haven't been going home for dinner..which is bad. Spent a hell lot of money too. My account is depleting rapidly. I can see my iPod mini and Birkenstock in my dreams though. Hurhur.
- Caught my 7th movie this month. That's Hitchhikers, Unleashed, Mr. & Mrs. Smith, Ghost Train, Batman, Be With You and Six. Be With You is damn nice. Your typical sappy Japanese movie but it's worth watching. Bawled my eyes out while watching. Typical of me as well..
- Stayed out the whole of Friday and we didn't have a proper place to sleep. And I had to work from 10AM to 11PM the next day (Saturday) . Really really proud of myself that I didn't exactly peng at work.
- And you know, I still think you look damn shuai in that Topman shirt. :]
- I decided to be a regular blood donor once I hit 18. Wanted to participate in the one at NP last week, but I think I needed my parents' consent and stuff, which is too much of a hassle. Anyway time flies and it's only about 2 more months before I hit 18. Call me perverse, but I'm quite fascinated by the idea of being a regular blood donor after reading this entry I saw on Tomorrow. Hmmm.
- "This must be an illusion, I know this can't be real..but right here and right now, this is paradise I feel." If I'm not wrong, this is some song lyric but I can't remember which. Expresses my feelings/thoughts very well for now.
- And..I still think you're the greatest thing that can ever happen in my life.
Found this poll on Jay-Chou.net that says:
If life had a remote control, which button would you hit?
Pause
Record
Rewind
Fast forward
*Eject
*Eject means to end your life.
Tried to choose an option, but figured I was erm, spoilt for choice. Let's see. I'll choose..
-Pause, because life now has never been this good/happy/blissful/xing fu.
-Record, so that I won't forget these happy times. And I can play the video of my life and recall the fondest memories, good or bad.
-Rewind, so I can undo the regrets I had/have.
-Fast forward, so as to spare me from the agony of going through tests and exams. But I want to stop at the point where I see myself working in a law firm. Hurhur.
-Eject, because ultimately, you're/I'm just living each day only to die at the end.
Hard to choose la. Don't know what I want either. What about you? What would you choose? Drop me a tag or leave a comment below! I'll be more than glad to hear what others think.
Oh, does anyone wants to go for the Bloggers.SG convention on the 16th July(Saturday) at Woodlands Library with me? I wanna go even though it's like in the middle of our common test week. I wanna meet my blog idols! Oh yea, did I mention that I saw Adrianna (who was previously from popagandhi.com)? It was some time ago at Sculpture Square when they had the carnival thing in May. I tell you, I almost died from excessive hyperventilating. Hurhur, kidding. Anyway, drop a tag if you wanna go for the convention!
Here's a photo before I end,
Sunkist? Nah. Just the wedge of lemon that came with the drink I had at Fish & Co. I think I look cool. Hurhurhur.
*p/s: This post got a lot of links hor? Must check them out! I took effort to link them kays.
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