Daniel told me that my blog entries are getting shorter and shorter, and I kinda noticed it. No bolts of inspiration to blog..Sad can. I feel bad neglecting my blog la.
These few weeks has been such a blur. Vague with clarity that I only recall the significant events. School is terrible. I haven't done a single tutorial in full; most (in fact all) are half done. I don't understand FMGT and CMA, the figures and whatnot. BLAW is okay, just that the caselaws and reading are endless. HRM is such a bore, it's worse than BMGT and OB. ECD is non-examinable, so I have no complains. Term tests up in 3 weeks' and what does this say? One word - Unprepared. I keep telling myself I have to study, do this and that, but I don't put what I say into action. The to-do list I pasted on my table still says:
- write CMA & ECD notes.
- reread Ravi, do BLAW tutorials.
- redo FMGT, CMA tutorials
- research HRM, ECD, FMGT projects.
- BLAW!! *must study
- JUST STUDY, DAMN IT! >_<"
These 6 points don't get striked off even after 2 weeks. I told myself I want no D's for any of my modules, and yet I don't get down to work. How am I gonna fufill that if I don't start studying? And not like it's gonna help me get the grades I want just by ranting here on my blog. Bah! Time for someone to give me a slap.
Anyway to save the trouble of me disgressing and you reading my crap, I'll just sum things up for the weeks before in point form.
- Met up with the secondary school gang twice this month. Met Wen Jia too! Miss the times we spent together back at the holding school.
- Went out almost everyday for the past 2 weeks. Haven't been going home for dinner..which is bad. Spent a hell lot of money too. My account is depleting rapidly. I can see my iPod mini and Birkenstock in my dreams though. Hurhur.
- Caught my 7th movie this month. That's Hitchhikers, Unleashed, Mr. & Mrs. Smith, Ghost Train, Batman, Be With You and Six. Be With You is damn nice. Your typical sappy Japanese movie but it's worth watching. Bawled my eyes out while watching. Typical of me as well..
- Stayed out the whole of Friday and we didn't have a proper place to sleep. And I had to work from 10AM to 11PM the next day (Saturday) . Really really proud of myself that I didn't exactly peng at work.
- And you know, I still think you look damn shuai in that Topman shirt. :]
- I decided to be a regular blood donor once I hit 18. Wanted to participate in the one at NP last week, but I think I needed my parents' consent and stuff, which is too much of a hassle. Anyway time flies and it's only about 2 more months before I hit 18. Call me perverse, but I'm quite fascinated by the idea of being a regular blood donor after reading this entry I saw on Tomorrow. Hmmm.
- "This must be an illusion, I know this can't be real..but right here and right now, this is paradise I feel." If I'm not wrong, this is some song lyric but I can't remember which. Expresses my feelings/thoughts very well for now.
- And..I still think you're the greatest thing that can ever happen in my life.
Found this poll on Jay-Chou.net that says:
If life had a remote control, which button would you hit?
Pause
Record
Rewind
Fast forward
*Eject
*Eject means to end your life.
Tried to choose an option, but figured I was erm, spoilt for choice. Let's see. I'll choose..
-Pause, because life now has never been this good/happy/blissful/xing fu.
-Record, so that I won't forget these happy times. And I can play the video of my life and recall the fondest memories, good or bad.
-Rewind, so I can undo the regrets I had/have.
-Fast forward, so as to spare me from the agony of going through tests and exams. But I want to stop at the point where I see myself working in a law firm. Hurhur.
-Eject, because ultimately, you're/I'm just living each day only to die at the end.
Hard to choose la. Don't know what I want either. What about you? What would you choose? Drop me a tag or leave a comment below! I'll be more than glad to hear what others think.
Oh, does anyone wants to go for the Bloggers.SG convention on the 16th July(Saturday) at Woodlands Library with me? I wanna go even though it's like in the middle of our common test week. I wanna meet my blog idols! Oh yea, did I mention that I saw Adrianna (who was previously from popagandhi.com)? It was some time ago at Sculpture Square when they had the carnival thing in May. I tell you, I almost died from excessive hyperventilating. Hurhur, kidding. Anyway, drop a tag if you wanna go for the convention!
Here's a photo before I end,
Sunkist? Nah. Just the wedge of lemon that came with the drink I had at Fish & Co. I think I look cool. Hurhurhur.
*p/s: This post got a lot of links hor? Must check them out! I took effort to link them kays.
6:05 PM
Congratulations del, you are...
Jeff Ooi of
http://www.jeffooi.com/You are humble, mild-mannered yet wise. Your knowledge is vast as an ocean, but when confronted with an issue you are passionate about you are tough as a mountain. You have an aura of style, quality, excellence surrounding you that cannot be denied. In a way, you are a rebel, but that's because you are always willing to help out your peers by challenging authority without asking much in return. People respect you. You are a natural born leader, people stop to listen when you speak, and follow you wherever you go. You also have a little bird.
Which Malaysian Blogger Are You?
*p/s: Sad to say, I have no idea who Jeff Ooi is until I read a little about him on kennysia.com.
*pp/s: No bolts of inspiration to blog recently. Sorry for the lack of updates! Will write an entry soon. Most probably on Sunday. Till then.
10:51 PM
You're the greatest thing that can ever happen in my life.
1:17 AM
LinkI'm so damn in love with this tunic top from
Xoxo.com can! But sadly they dont ship to Singapore if not I'll definitely buy it man. =(
Touch of your skin,Breath from your lips.Irreplaceable,Undeniable,Unforgettable.
1:01 AM
Congratulations del, you are...
Scarlett Ting of
joewei.blogspot.comYou are independent, smart and beautiful. Its too bad you don't see that yourself because life's little difficulties brought down a lot of your self confidence. As a result, you talk cryptic and you don't trust people easily. You care a lot for your friends and your loved ones, sometimes even more than you care for yourself, although they don't always seem to appreciate it. Don't let that affect you. As the saying goes, you don't miss the water till the well runs dry. So hang in there, you're a star in the making.
Which Singaporean Blogger Are You?
2:52 AM
I used to think that..
Jennifer Aniston and Brad Pitt were
the perfect couple of Hollywood. But after watching Mr. & Mrs Smith today, I think Brad Pitt and Angelina Jolie actually
do look quite good together:
*sizzle* Hot stuff there.
Caught my third movie this week - Mr. & Mrs. Smith, that is. Pretty good. Well, at least it's way better than Hitchhiker's. Caught Unleashed on Monday as well. Not too bad either. Out of all three, I would think Mr. & Mrs. Smith deserve a 3 1/2-4 star rating. Anyway, don't bother watching Hitchhiker's. Kinda dumb and lousy. Read from
Xiaxue that the movie plot is quite different from the book.
I should go to sleep now; meeting Fanny, Yufen, Rui and Eliz for breakfast at KAP Mc in about 6 hours' time (read 8AM).
Hey there friend. Don't know if you'll get to see this but well. Haven't seen and heard from you in a while. Hope you're doing fine even though I think otherwise. Just know that all I want is for you to be happy, even though it doesn't exist in your dictionary. Miss the times spent together. When I think of movies, I think of you. When I look at the strawberry Apollo chocolates, I think of all the "xing fu's" we enjoyed. When I listen to Jesus Etc, I think of you. Don't know if we'll ever meet up again, just want to say that I miss you and your company a lot. Study hard kays - I know you will. You are afterall, someone with high expectations of yourself (and others). And I hope you won't stop blogging 'cause it's currently the only way I know what's happening in your life.
1:21 AM
Almost Here
Brian McFadden and Delta GoodremBrian:Did I hear you right?
'Cos I thought you said,
Let's think it over.
You have been my life,
And I never planned,
Growing old without you.
Shadows bleeding through the light,
Where the love once shined so bright,
Came without a reason.
Don't let go on us tonight,
Love's not always black and white,
Why haven't I always loved you?
Delta:And when I need you,
You're almost here,
And I know that's
Not enough.
And when I'm with you,
I'm close to tears,
'Cos you're only almost here.
Brian:I would change the world,
If I had a chance,
Oh won't you let me.
Treat me like a child,
Throw your arms around me,
Oh please protect me.
Both:Bruised and battered by your words,
Dazed and shattered now it hurts.
Brian:Oh havent I always loved you?
Delta:And when I need you,
You're almost here,
And I know that's
Not enough.
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears,
'Cos you're only almost here.
Delta: Oooh oh
Both:Bruised and battered by your words,
Dazed and shattered now it hurts.
Brian:Haven't I always loved you?
Delta:But when i need you,
You're almost here.
Brian:Well I never knew how far behind I left you.
Delta:And when I hold you,
You're almost here.
Brian:Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted.
Both:And now I'm with you,
I'm close to tears
Brian:'Cos I know I'm almost here.
Both:
Only almost here
_____________
For some reason or another, I'm quite in love with this song. I think Delta Goodrem is pretty good. I should get her album or something.
By the way, thanks Yufen for the publicity and
no, I didn't go on a date.
Skipped HRM lecture today (argh I feel damn bad
can) to go out with my cousin. Bought a tote bag for $25.90, a necklace from Topshop for $23, 2 pairs of earrings for $5.90 and $4.90 respectively. Somebody kill me. (notice that's what I always say but...)
10:42 PM
Eat your hearts out (although this is just the beginning)! Muahahaha.
The 3 tops I bought today:
Says it all.
Bought this from Southaven at $29. Pretty pretty. There's a black one too, which I
think I'm gonna get got as well.
Lu
rrrve this, even though it costs even more than the FCUK tee.
Ouch.*hyperventilating*
Ahhhhh! My second pair of Havaianas! Love the colour; it's gorgeous (to me) can. Gonna get the other design in either red or lime green. Muahahaha.
The only item that
should be here but is
not here is the Birkenstock. It's the only one I want so damn badly and yet they don't have it in my size. Grrrrr. Gotta wait till end of this month or next for the new stock to come in. So sad can. I want it so damn badly la. Gonna buy some books this Saturday. And oh, Sophie Kinsella has a new book (which I obviously will get). Woohoo.
10:56 PM
Been ages since I last sat down to write something here. Nothing much to note I suppose. It has been work, work and more work throughout the entire 7 weeks of holidays. Quite used to working now; always preferred working to studying, but many who heard me say that tell me I will change my mind after I "officially" come out to work. Pros and cons la. Learnt many new things at work, and it's one of the reason why I chose to go back to work in the service line again. But yes, of course it's for the money as well. Think about
ALL the items you can strike off from your "to-buy" list after getting your pay at the end of the month...
School is relatively managable for now, even though I know my heart's not there. The only module that interests me this semester is probably Business Law. Hurhur. The tutors we met so far all seem pretty cool. Especially ECD's Randal Goh and FMGT's Mark Tan. Judging from the scheduled dates and all, this semester is gonna be pretty crammed. Our term exams are in September. Pretty fast
eh?Met up with Elena, Kelvin, Sam, Guang Yang, Guohao and Tiffany today! Like, after so many months man. Missed them all so damn much. Met the NP people and Kelvin after school at 5+ before heading down to Holland. Ate BK (okay okay, I know it's weird that we eat like, BK when we're supposed to dine at some fancy restaurant) before heading to Coffee Bean where we stayed till about 1015PM. Guohao and Tiffany came only around 8+ cause they both had school before that. Had a great time just talking and catching up. Spending time with fairsians always remind me of how much I miss Fairfield. Dad came to pick me up cause it was on the way. Left around 10+ but really wished we could just stay longer if not for school tomorrow.
When are we gonna meet again? I
swear and promise
I will organize a chalet when time permits. This whole stupid changing of the system totally clashes the JC's and Poly's holidays. How to have chalet?! Grrr.
Was supposed to go on a shopping spree with Yufen and Fanny yesterday but we only received our pay yesterday night so didn't managed to, but I'm going to splurge tmw! Muahahaha.
Birkenstock, Queen's Couture, NewUrbanMale, FCUK, Kino/Borders, Gramophone, ________
(insert relevant brand name here) here I come! Hurhurhur. Oh yea, guess what. I decided I'm gonna get anothere iPod mini (in green) again cause my
"iPod-mini-turn-shuffle" is handicapped, a.k.a. only can listen to one side of the earphone. Don't ask why. I'm depressed enough. Almost cried while explaining my situation to that service guy at Apple yday.
Oh oh oh. I desperately wanna watch movies. Star Wars, Downfall, Hitchhiker's, Kingdom of Heaven, A Lot Like Love, Fantastic Four, War of the Worlds, and not forgetting
INITIAL D."What's it to you, look at me when I'm talking to you, answer me, what's your interest in all this, do I interest you? It was good at the beginning, of course, the beginning was just great..."
- In Those Arms, Camille Laurens
11:36 PM