The concrete broke your fall
To hear you speak of it
I'd have done anything
I would do anything
I feel like a cartoon brick wall
To hear you speak of it
You've been so sad
It makes me worry
Why not smile?i cant say i know how you're feeling cos i dont. i cant say im aware of the feelings you go through cos i dont. it aches me everytime i know you're suffering and i cant do a thing to make it go away. i thought long and hard every day and night of the things i could do to make you happy. i despise myself for all the little things i did thinking they would make you smile like how you made me smile. i hate myself for doing the little things in order to make myself feel better; in order to repay you for all that you did for me. it hurts to see a friend i care so much for sink into a state i can never imagine, and all i do is hang around, remain silent and let things be. the foolish thought that you'll get over it on your own. i hate it when all i did was to cry at my helplessness and inability to do anything. the silence between us is haunting. and it gets worse when i cant think of anything wise to say, so afraid that any single word would spark your wrath. why, why cant this friend of mine find happiness? yes, i agree happiness is fleeting but who knows what a moment of happiness can do?
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