had a date with guohao, elena and kelvin. got to orchard around 615PM..was still freaking early, so i went to walk around a little at Wisma alone. mum went home alone. Topshop was damn crowded, so i got damn sian. went down to FCUK. and fcuk, i saw the tees i wanted! the one which says "I (big heart) FCUK" and the one with the sequins(sp?), but the sequinned one costs $69. argh. then i saw another white tee with really cool design. i love that. i think im gonna get it. :) went to Mango and it was in a state of mess. damn it, singaporeans are such suckers. throwing stuff everywhere after looking at it. was feeling gloomy so i decided to leave for holland and sit at BK while waiting for the guys.
took 106. damn it. it was freaking cold with that unadjustable air-con blowing into my face, or rather my right arm. luckily i brought my cardigan from office. plugged into David Tao's
Ultrasound, the current CD on my discman. and the songs simply made me more gloomy. reached holland first at around 715PM(was supposed to meet at 730PM). sat down at the tables..didnt have my book with me, so i took out my phone and msged elena. said she'll be late. and guohao's only at his bloody school busstop. so i knew they were gonna take a long time. feeling gloomier than before, i started reading the 60+ msgs i kept in my phone. and i almost cried there and then at BK. i controlled of course. looking at the dates of the msgs and
it suddenly occured to that that this month seem to fly by amafcukingzingly fast. thought about certain things, then decided not to think about it anymore. and yes i got to mention, ive been swearing hell lot recently. i dont know why..be it silently swearing in my head, or just out loud. i realised that when i get hooked on a word for a while, i'll just keep using that word over and over again. anyway, whatever.
then suddenly kelvin appeared. so my train of thoughts got disrupted(luckily, i guess.) and i kept my discman. gave guohao a call and he said he was only at bukit gombak(wtf?!) so we talked while waiting, and
FINALLY elena and guohao came at ONLY 815PM. and yea you guessed as much, i was cursing about me missing tonight's episode of SI. ARGH.
can you believe it? i actually ditched SI(or rather, Sylvester;P) for my friends. haha, amazing isnt it? didnt know where to dine, so we decided on BK since it was cheap and good. didnt managed to finish my entire mushroom swiss meal. kinda losing appetite a bit these days. shrugs.
went to coffee bean after dinner. wanted ice blended green tea, but i forgot only starbucks has it, so i settled for pure choc. stayed till around 10PM before heading to the busstop to take 106. missed the first bus cos it was bloody packed, or rather, the ppl at the back didnt want to move it. managed to squeeze up the second bus, and by the time i boarded 198, it was almost 1020PM. as usual, plugged on
Ultrasound and stared out at the window. a few msgs came..and gradually i dozed off. as usual i mean. when i woke up, i realised i missed my stop, so i quickly alighted at the next one and started walking back. its not very far off, like, 10-15 mins away. and i was in the mood for walking too. must be the gloomy me, and the lyrics of David Tao's
Ultrasound..haha. somehow i was in the mood for some crying too, and then the tears started to fall. it was about 11PM..still had ppl on the streets, but i didnt give a shit. but by the time i got into the lift, the tears sorta dried up and i didnt looked like i cried at all.
the few hours spent with the 3 of them certainly kept my mind off things. it was just a few hours, but i throughly enjoyed myself. we kept thinking about the silly little things we did back in secondary school, and boy were we laughing hard. that BK meal took such a long time to finish cos we were just laughing too hard. i miss fairfield. thats what i always say when im out with my friends from FMSS. oh well,
tian xia wu bu shan zhi yan xi; or in english,
all good things must come to an end. and this good blog entry must end too, for i need sleep. zZz..gotta wake at 7AM tmw. ciao~
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